Unconditioning Love
Honest conversations on healing the patterns we inherited, leaving what asked us to shrink, and learning to love without conditions — starting with ourselves.
September 14, 2026
For most of his life, Aaron knew God as a father figure far off in the sky — watching, judging, keeping score. Together we trace what happened when that image finally cracked open, and what came through it: God not as a distant patriarch but as energy, everywhere, in everything, in us. We sit with the image that each of us is a drop and God is the ocean — which means we were never separate, and never waiting to earn our way back in.
September 7, 2026
Kara grew up four generations deep in the 2x2 religious group — and she left. She takes us into what it was like to grow up where love had to be earned, God was someone to fear rather than know, and "I love you" was rarely spoken out loud. She shares the one bright exception in her memory, and the slow, honest unraveling that began the moment she became a mother to twin girls she refused to hand that inheritance to.
August 31, 2026
What if the thing you thought was loyalty was actually control? In this solo episode, Lidi shares years of consciously healing one of her deepest limiting beliefs: I am worthy by how much I help people. She traces how it showed up as the rescuer — running into the fire whether anyone asked or not — and what it cost her. From there she names loyalty for what it so often really is: love plus control, and the difference between rescuing and true leadership.
January 23, 2026
A short reflection on how growing up in high-control religion taught so many of us to live outside of ourselves — mistrusting our inner knowing, outsourcing authority, and disconnecting from our own hearts. Lydia looks at how hymns and teachings quietly trained us to doubt our instincts, and why the journey back to ourselves can't be forced, scheduled, or achieved through another set of "musts."
January 17, 2026
Julie Jancius, host of the Angels and Awakening podcast, joins me for a heartfelt conversation about faith, divine connection, and spiritual evolution. Julie shares growing up Catholic and finding her own intimate relationship with the divine beyond religious structure. We reflect on how miracles are often far quieter than we expect, unfolding through presence and openness rather than striving.